Thinkin...

I was thinking...which sometimes can be a bad thing, but in this case was just thinking. Life is short, thats what people keep telling me and everyone else. They say it on TV and in the movies and online. But sometimes right now, it feels like life drags on slower and slower. And other days fly by. Its just so confusing and overwhelming and hard sometimes. People and places come and go, but i'll always be me. And sometimes that just doesn't feel good enough. But how do I make it good enough?

This Day

The walk for diabetes was on Saturday...it was a ton of fun and I ended up raising almost 700 dollars (much more than I had expected). People were very generous and supportive of the cause, which I appreciated a ton. However, its always a little bit of a downer to be there too because I know that I am a BD (bad diabetic). Its a crappy disease, and sometimes I just like to act like I don't have it, which doesn't help my control. Blah. Gotta go to the endocrinologist again in a couple of weeks so i have to get some sort of act together so that I don't look totally hopeless. I want to be a GD. Thats my goal for the year.

Classes start again next week, which I am looking forward to. We'll see how much I like it once I actually have to do something again. Yikes